WoW!!!!!! Is it really April???? I do not remember where the time went......actually I don't remember much of anything lately!The past 2 months have been CRAZY!!!!!After having surgery the end of February, things kind of settled down.....for about 1 hour! I guess my family has been the lucky recipient of a bad cold! The kiddo's were swiftly taken to the Doctor, thanks in part to their paranoid mother!!!!! (praying it wasn't RSV!)You would think that after having one child, I would be more relaxed the second time around.To understand you need a little history........Olivia was born in May of 2004, we were very excited to have her, and the anticipation of seeing her beautiful face was overwhelming.While pregnant I was always fearful of something going wrong, I just wanted her to be born so that I could check her out and see that she was just perfect!I didn't realize that I would regret thinking that, and wishing I was still pregnant, before I knew what Levi and I would have to endure for the first 3 months of her life.I never saw it coming!Olivia was born with a rare birth defect called a Diaphragmatic Hernia.Interpreted it means she had a hole in her diaphragm where some of her lower organs moved into her chest, causing her left lung to be under developed and putting pressure on her Heart. If that wasn't bad enough, she also had 2 holes in her heart.I never dreamed that I would be leaving the hospital without my precious baby. 8 days after she was born, she was life flighted to Primary Children's hospital. There she would undergo surgery to repair her diaphragm and put her organs where they should have been.Unfortunately, Levi and I did not realize how bad this was until we researched it on the Internet. BIG MISTAKE.We discovered that this birth defect had a 10 % survival rate. We were heartbroken. The day after she arrived at Primary Children's she had surgery....this was the longest few hours of my life!They repaired the diaphragm and over the next few weeks she gradually improved. Then she was finally able to come home!!!!It wasn't until a few weeks later that I realized just how bad this could have been. Another baby in the NICU at Primary Children's had the same birth defect as Olivia. It had been 4 weeks since we brought her home and while reading the newspaper I discovered that the other baby didn't make it. It sunk in that it could have been us. I felt so very lucky and vowed never to take anything for granted.This being our first child, and with her being so ill, we went crazy!The Doctors warned us that if she got sick, it would be harder for her to get over it, than a typical child would. That's all we needed!I am sure we went a little overboard but I can say now that she did not get sick!!!!! It also could have been the 6 100$ RSV shots the doctor wanted her to have. The shots couldn't prevent the RSV, but if she got it, it wouldn't be as severe.We were soooo over protective that she never got sick.So 2 nights ago, when Krew had a fever of 103 we panicked! Yes this was my second child, but this was something I never had to deal with before.In fact for the first 3 months of Krews life, it was like having that first baby. Everything was different.The pediatrician got a call about 2 or 3 in the morning! But she understood what we went through in the hospital with Olivia, and was kind enough to tell us it was a good reason to call her and not to worry about it.I love our pediatrician!!!!!So, Because we have all been ill, my small worry turns into huge paranoia! The babies are doing OK, and will hopefully have a speedy recovery.On a lighter note, my daughter witnessed a miracle!While looking out of our back doors, I heard a gasp, followed by "It's a miracle!" I asked her "Olivia, what is the miracle?"She looks up at me and exclaims "The sky is leaking!" (Rain of course!)She probably says at least 5-6 things a day that make me laugh!We are so lucky to be her parents, and Krew's as well!